Cringing Moment of my life

I'm in a complete state of dilemma. Neither can I ignore nor can I say anything about it. Typical situation eh?  Yeah ! Right... now it sucks to be me. The situation that I'm in is crippling my emotional stability,  making me lose control over myself.
There are times when I'd feel like shouting it out loud. But unfortunately I'm not bold, faint hearted indeed!

What do you do when the thing you like most is being taken from you forever... things were just looking bright for me and now the pressure and the suffocation of feelings is too much to withstand.

No matter how much inappropriate it may seem, I'm sure I'll spill out each and every word that I hold dear someday and it's going to be a real messy situation.