I realized today I'm terrible at making friends. Don't get me wrong. I believe I'm a fairly interesting person, and at least average in terms of looks and everything. I'm also a really good friend to my current friends. I'm fairly outgoing around them. However, Its been 3 years since I started college, and I am doing SHITTY at making new friends. I'm bad at making small talk. I find it super awkward. I also find it incredibly hard to approach people. Even when I try to talk to people in the common area playground/classroom or whatever, I usually end up sitting and watching. It's fucking depressing.